How do you motivate yourself? I love blogging and I love makeup but ever since I decided to stop getting anymore makeup, my motivation just dropped and sunk like a stone in a pond. I still have a lot of stuffs to review but somehow I can’t seem to motivate myself to write. I am in a limb. I need the energy and idea to get started. I have ideas about travel and motherhood tales but at the end when I sit in front of my laptop, words fails to come. I wrote an article last week and at the end, when I read it, It sounded pretty bad, unimaginative and like I am writing an essay because I am forced to 🙄 .
I have tried to take interest in other areas. I wanted to try manga art. I have been fascinated by the art and comics. Once upon a time I used to sketch and I thought maybe I could try it. So I went to the library and got some books on beginners manga art. Never knew it was so difficult. I think I lost touch with sketching and it took forever to just draw an eye 🙄 . I was getting frustrated about not getting it right. I really want to do something creative and I didn’t know what. I do want to start blogging again and be regular but somehow when I sit to write reviews, words fail me.
Am I lacking motivation or do I have writer’s block? I am frustrated by the lack of words. I sound like an idiot. I have started reading health books these days to get some tips. I am forcing myself to do some exercise at least twice a week. I think I am just getting old because I need a lot of break between my workout days 😦 . 10 years worth of junk has been accumulated in my body and I just can’t get rid of it within few months. I need to be strict with my food but when I am hungry, I get angry and it tends to mess with my day.
Give me ideas or maybe even motivation 🙂 . I feel lost and I don’t know what to do.